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i feel defeated in every way. i thought if i helped you, you’d understand. but you just push me away. i miss you and i love you and i miss you being my friend. i’ll text you everyday and annoy the shit out of you until you respond, until you realize i need you. there’s not much left i can do. i went to bed crying because i missed you so much. and i’ll try to forget about you, but we both know that’s impossible. could you please just come back?

February 22nd · 12:00 pm

girls in high school:

wah my mom hates me. wah im so fat. wah why are ppl calling me fat…i totally am NOT. wah my other sibling is the favorite and not me. wah im not a size 4 anymore. wah i have no money. wah my parents are making me get a job. wah my mom is a bitch. wah my dad is a dick. wah why dont boys like me. wahwahwahwah.

you all seriously need to shut up. just SHUT UP. god if your life sucks so bad change it. its in your control. jesus teenagers are just getting more pathetic by the minute. my bother is in high school and never complains about our parents. i wish i had the humility he did when i was 16. he’s enrolling in ROTC and then later in the air force when he’s 18 to make them proud. when i was 16 i was sort of a brat, i know that, but i had aspirations. i had a job since i was 14, paying my own way. did chores and god forbid i asked for a dime from them for cleaning my room and putting the dishes away. i had a plan to graduate high school and then go to the peace corps and then get my BA in social sciences….and im still on the right track for that goal. i was so depressed in high school, so what did i do? i took control. and yes, it took time for me to get better but now im 20 and i love my parents with all my heart. i dont hate them and i never did. i dont blame anything on anyone. i am selfless and a confident human being because i decided to cut all the bad shit from my life and to stop being lazy. i wish kids could just be more responsible and not so LAZY and take control of their lives. they blame everything on anything but THEMSELVES. just some food for thought.

February 19th · 23:29 pm

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January 24th · 21:42 pm

hopefully this weekend we’ll get drunk off vodka and wake up in the same bed and lay there til noon. then wake up to the view of the beach staying in that beautiful home and hoping we’ll get over 3.5’s this semester and make our moms proud. then we’ll go home by 9 because we have school the next day and you’ll kiss me good night. and even though when we’re drunk we said, this is the last time until summer. we know we’ll be doing it again next weekend. it’s just how it is.

January 19th · 11:56 am

what i need to save up for

  • michael kors watch (250)
  • tv for my room (150)
  • cannon rebel t3 for my trip to europe (approx. 500)

January 18th · 23:20 pm

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January 5th · 23:40 pm

a year ago i was texting brett in hopes that i could see him the next night. i liked him so much and now we’ve been together for almost a year and i am so happy that im celebrating christmas with someone i love so so much :)

December 25th · 13:03 pm